Heart over mind

violent love

He stood there beside her,
looking into her eyes and smiling at her.

She looked into his eyes while he carves his name on her skin,
She looked at the blood flow while he smiles at her.

Not a single expression on her face but a blank look at his name being carved,
He seemed to make her his, by one way or the other.

She looked at each letter of his name being carved on her skin,
She saw the marks and the blood but yet had no feelings to show.

Her eyes were with him and with every word he craved on her skin,
but her mind was with the man who took her heart away long before she realized that it was missing.

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YOU & I

You & I

You were the one who told me not to stress on us & let it be,

So i started looking at life with the hope of a brighter possibility.

I still remember the day we got in touch with each other,
Which was initiated by one of my blackberry brothers.

My best moment of owning a blackberry (geeky reference) was when we exchanged pings.

It was almost magical to see a smile draw up my face when I read your replies to my pings,

moments like these were the happiest & also the time when I’d hear the sweet sound of your voice.

Since then, I’ve had so many memories that just kept building up in my head,
Memories of all the moments we had, memories of you & me.

You & I, are still one of the cherished things I have,
I’m so glad you did not allow me to label it.

It’s things like these that make me look up to you,
& some how it feels like, my life’s got better since you’re a part of it.

The thing we have is hard to label & I love that.

It’s like the dog I had while I was growing up,
Whenever I was harsh & reprimanded him, he’d go away & be sad.

But the moment I’d call him, he was there filled with joy, love and happiness.

I could tell you that, you’re the brightest star in my sky, but I won’t.

I’ll just honestly say that, you & I are like the only 2 snowflakes who always get along beautifully.

A Cup of coffee

 

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The first cup with you, has the feeling of anxiety & anxiousness,

Which is a little strong on the tongue but light on the heart.

I have this feeling of not knowing what’s across the table,

but still peaking over the fence, trying to get a glimpse of what lies beyond those beautiful eyes.

These moments demand the right choice of words to spark that conversation,

But with someone like you across the table, all the words are the right ones.

My eyes brighten & my heart softens as you speak about yourself,

I sit there listening to you as I mentally tick these check-boxes in my head.

Within a few minutes she seems to be this girl whom I have always pictured,

who’s always on the move & moving on to new things.

Now I end up playing this guess game in my mind, trying to know what she thinks of me?

My quest to know & discover her, grows with every passing day.

As i try to initiate things, I’m summoned to let her be and give her some space,

So I stepped back, letting time work its charm,

hoping that someday that charm will work itself to me.

To this moment I wait for it,

I wait for her to ping me or call or to hear the sweet melody of her voice.

Oh! how I wait for that moment.

You

You

It was you who spoke to my heart,
your memories will always be on the canvas within, just like a perfect art.

It’s not the beauty of your eyes or body, that makes me week in my knees,
But it’s the simplicity of that beauty that brings me down to my knees.

You’d take care of me like a little puppy, when I’m sick,
now I’m done with recovery and wait to fall sick real quick.

I should be lucky to have had my time with you,
those memories in my mind are beautiful like a flower covered with dew.

I seem to find excuses in the form of news to share,
because no matter how petty they are, when I tell you I see in your eyes that you care.

A moment of thought is the best way to spend time
even the thoughts about you in my head are in a rhyme.

To yourself, you are one in a million,
but to me you’ll always be ‘The one in millions’

There are times when you are the oxygen my mind needs to calm down,
through all those times you make sure that my face is free from a frown.

Sometimes, it’s hard and it’ll get hard to breathe but just hold tight,
for when open your eyes I’ll make sure that the sun is shining bright.

When I opened my eyes I realised that,
those words are now dull, memories are faint and my thoughts are gradually getting flat.

May be in reality the chemicals were improperly mixed,
and the situation now is way out of line to be fixed.

But I will always have hope for things to turn out as written,
because there is a crack in everything and that’s how the light gets in.

When you’re gone

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Life when you’re gone
will leave your footsteps incomplete far along.

Like a crushed paper my heart will flow in a river,
as your absence in my life is what I discover.

There are these things unsaid in my heart,
which now will always be as an incomplete chart.

A hero & idol you’ll be through my lifetime,
now I’m just a man torn between me & myself in this time of climb.

As the person I see myself through is gone,
the mirrors are no more helpful to act on.

In your absence time sure flies,
But time & again i do need someone to pour tears in my drying eyes.

The unforgettable time when I saw you go,
I felt the soul from my body go.

You’ll be

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In my heart you’ll be,
Today, tomorrow & through the ages you’ll be.

With you I’ll seek forever to be,
Today, tomorrow & through the ages you’ll be.

Time with you is not measured in days, months or years,
It’s measured with the number of times my heart skips a beat.

Through the darkest night & brightest day you’ll be,
forever with me you’ll be.

You say that you’re not the prettiest or beautiful person,
But for me always you’ll be.

You’re a girlie girl, a geek when needed and a buddy when wanted,
hence a perfect person for me you’ll be.

With eyes as big as buttons & who’s preciousness is no less than a pearl,
the prettiest, most beautiful & expressive eyes for me they’ll be.